Dear Miss Emily:

I really love my friend in the college and I had dreams about her. She has an angel face I hope to marry her. She actually knows about my feelings and seems to be happy about that, but my problem is that she has a big sexy boobs... they make me crazy when I look at them and I feel so (horny) especially when she bends over and shows her cleavage I hardly control myself ... sometimes she wears a low-cut blouse so I spend all the time looking at her cleavage. Sometimes when we do some projects I try to stand or sit in a way let me see her boobs or cleavage...even when she shows a little cleavage or wears tight shirt I still  confused all the day -- but when she wears skirts I don't feel like that. It seems normal thing to me (my problem is just with her boobs). She has an angel face but she also has irresistible boobs and cleavage. What should I do?
I don't want to look at her in just a sexual way, and I really love her.She is very romantic person, and I believe that she doesn't know about my sexual feelings about her. Am I a bad person?

-------------------------------Miss Emily's advice------------------------

I'm confused. If she shows the same interest in you that you do with her (other than the fact that you don't have a gorgeous rack), what's the problem? It's a nice thing to be attracted, physically, to the person you love. But, of course, you have to see the value in her beyond the physical. I assume you do, and you're not some shallow guy who is hung-up on big breasts and can't get beyond that.